Dear Universe

I know I haven’t written in a short while but lately, I’ve been questioning the universe and its motives.  Yesterday at the 140 characters conference in Los Angeles I twisted my knee and fell down the stairs. A week ago, I sprained my back and a month before that I got a foot injury.

Yesterday as I was laying there waiting to be picked up and taken to a safe spot, I thought of my Tai Chi instructor from college, Carlos. I came to see him in his office after I had fallen, gotten dizzy and passed out, and been bitten by a spider all within a week. He simply laughed and said the universe had a strong message for me and I had better pay attention.  During that time, the message was clear. I needed to be more open and accepting of the people around me and let them in.

As I’m getting older, the messages are getting harder to decipher as I continue to make changes in my life. Did I do something wrong? Is there something I need to let go? Is there something I’m missing? I can’t see what it is and I’ve thought about this for a few days now even taken a break but that break usually leads to another catastrophe. So universe, this is my plea. How about giving me a little more time to sort this out? Or is this a life and death matter? If so, how about a little hint? Or is it staring me in the face and I just don’t know it? Either way, please stop hurting me. I need my foot, my back, and my knee intact. I really don’t want to be bedridden sorting out the details of my life.

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  • Jerryreed

    Sukhraj,
    Sorry about all these things happening to you. I don’t know that there is a reason but if there is I hope that you are able to figure it out. Best wishes and hope you are back soon to better than you were before.

    • http://www.sukhrajbeasla.com Sukhraj Beasla

      Thanks Jerry. I hope I can figure out what it is. Sometimes, you just never know. :)

  • http://www.sukhrajbeasla.com Sukhraj Beasla

    Thanks Jerry! I hope it’s resolved soon and I figure out whatever the message may be or not be. :)

  • Kathy

    Hey Suki-
    So sorry about the sequence of mishaps but love your openness to universal meaning. Keep meditating and open to the answer and until you get it keep that overnight bag in your car, in case of emergency.

  • Chizeled

    Matthew 11:28 Jesus says…”Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

  • Dan Uyemura

    hey. while I’m not the most spiritual person, there’s a concept out of kaballah that I love. it has to do with a “bank” of good and bad that’s waiting to come back to you. everytime you do something good, karmic forces will return back to you some good, and vice versa for bad.

    HOWEVER, it never comes back in order – and it comes back with a non-random time delay. And often times you’ll get “good” messages from the universe back after you might have wronged someone, or even worse – “bad” messages from the universe when you are in the midst of living good.

    Keep doing good and filling your karmic bank account with good =) IMO this concept carries over to any religion and all belief sets.

    • http://www.sukhrajbeasla.com Sukhraj Beasla

      Dan,

      Thanks for visiting my blog. :) I’m waiting to see what the universe brings back or will it merely be an endless tirade of punishments from here on out? Haha!

  • http://twitter.com/jeffreyfriend jeffreyfriend

    Wow, I’ve had these exact same thought SEVERAL times! haha. I wish there were cliff notes to the how the Universe works. Sometimes it’s so hard to figure out what we’re supposed to be learning. Thanks for the post, it got me thinking again about what the Universe is all about, and what it has in store for us.

    • http://www.sukhrajbeasla.com Sukhraj Beasla

      Jeff, thanks for reading! I’m a big believer in fate and karma. I’m always curious about the universe and being careful about its messages and what we put out there. And I still don’t know what it wants from me. :)